milaya

無可救藥的我陷入了撞牆期

還是很痛

前幾天

一種很瘋狂的念頭不停在我腦子裡面嘶吼著

就是要這麼做

可是現在好像有清醒一點

雖然那念頭還是搞得我很混亂

但是起碼沒有那麼

誇張的緊張.....(因為要做所以緊張)

覺得自己好像是一種戒不掉毒癮的毒犯

逼著自己都不碰 不聽 但是腦袋裡卻不停的在暴動著

忍到真的忍無可忍的時候又會去聽去碰

可是勒  心卻是更痛了

碰與不碰 戒與不戒 都很痛很難

3-3 10-1 4-1 5-1 8-3 1-1 7-3 8-2 3-1

7-3 8-2 3-1 4-2 7-2 9-4 4-1 5-3 4-1 4-4 7-1 10-3 3-1 5-1 8-3 4-1 1-3 8-2 7-1 6-2 7-3 8-2 4-1

4-4 7-2 10-3 3-1 1-1 8-1 3-1 7-3 8-2 3-1 2-1 8-3 7-1 2-1 7-2 0-0 6-3 4-1 3-2 9-2 3-1 {1-3 2-4 9-3}2-1 8-1 4-1 5-3 7-3 6-1

6-4 7-3 9-2 0-0 5-4 0-1 6-1 5-3 7-3 8-1 0-0 {1-3 2-3 6-3 5-4 1-3}7-2 8-4 3-1 3-2 9-4 0-0 2-1 8-3 7-1 7-3 8-2 3-1 4-4 7-2 10-2 0-0  7-2 10-3 3-3 7-2 10-3 3-3

{5-4 7-2 5-2}5-1 8-3 4-1 3-4 9-1 6-1 5-1 10-2 0-0 5-3 4-1 {2-3 6-3 8-2 5-2}2-4 10-1 4-1 2-2 9-4 4-1 2-1 8-3 7-1 5-1 7-3 3-1 7-2 4-1

3-2 10-1 4-1 !!!! 1-3 7-2 4-1 1-3 8-1 3-1 3-4 9-3 3-1 2-3 10-1 6-1 2-1 8-1 3-1

7-3 8-2 3-1 5-1 0-0 2-1 9-3 4-1 5-1 8-3 4-1 5-1 3-1 5-3 4-1 3-2 8-3 7-1 1-3 10-4 4-1

5-4 10-3 4-1 7-3 8-2 3-1 6-2 7-3 8-2 4-1 6-2 7-3 8-2 4-1 1-3 10-4 4-1 7-2 9-4 3-1 3-4 8-3 6-1 1-4 10-3 6-1

3-4 9-1 6-1 5-3 4-1 7-2 0-0 7-2 10-3 4-1 ......3-2 10-1 4-1 !!!! 7-3 9-2 5-3 8-1 {1-3 2-3 6-3 5-4 1-3}7-2 9-4 3-1 2-3 7-4 3-1 7-2 9-4 3-1

2-3 7-3 4-1 8-1 0-0 2-1 8-1 4-1 5-3 7-3 6-1 1-1 7-2 4-1 4-2 7-2 10-4 4-1 3-4 9-1 6-1 5-3 4-1 2-1 8-1 4-1 5-3 7-3 6-1

3-3 10-1 4-1 2-4 8-3 7-1 3-4 10-2 3-1 2-1 7-3 8-2 0-0 7-2 8-4 3-1 3-2 10-4 4-1 4-2 7-2 8-1 0-0 4-3 7-4 8-4 4-1 2-1 7-2 10-4 ....

2-2 8-1 0-0 1-1 7-3 4-1 5-3 4-1 7-3 8-2 3-1 1-3 10-2 7-1 3-2 9-3 0-0 1-2 10-1 0-0 2-1 8-3 7-1 4-3 7-2 3-1 2-1 8-3 7-1

{2-3 6-3 8-2 5-2}7-3 9-3 4-1 5-3 8-1 6-1 4-4 7-2 10-4 4-1 6-2 9-1 4-1 3-2 10-3 0-0 3-4 9-3 3-1 1-4 10-3 4-1 2-1 9-3 2-2 7-2 10-1 6-1 4-4 7-2 9-3 3-1 3-4 9-1 6-1

2-1 8-1 4-1 5-3 8-1 6-1 8-1 0-0             3-2 10-2 5-1 8-3 7-1 7-1 0-0 4-3 7-2 3-1 5-2 10-3 4-1 6-2 7-3 10-4 3-1 4-4 7-2 10-3 3-1 3-3 7-3 0-0

才沒幾句話搞了好久

我都可以PO3篇正常的網誌了

ㄚ~~~~

這是命運還是?

剛好是甜小孩

根本就是要我命

我又想做那件事了

情歌我真的不能聽

聽了會讓那crazy idea又在瘋狂的叫囂

不對....所有的歌都會ㄚ

高潮歌  shit

根本是噩夢(?????美夢????)